Almost but not quite a flashback this week. I managed an hour in the hot tub without too many ill effects, which is definitely a cause for celebration (you may have noticed my absence for a few weeks). The last time I was able to use a hot tub it was for my 40th birthday, and although there were some side effects (hello dysautonomia!), I have been a lot more unwell recently and so being able to enjoy the tub for a short while this week was wonderful.
Just like in my last hot tub post, my imagination has been all I have had to keep me going for awhile. In fact over the last few weeks I haven’t even had the energy for imagination, let alone writing about it, hence my extended hiatus. I don’t know what the future holds, whether or not I will eventually be able to engage with my sexuality again or return to a sex life, but it is not for lack of wanting one.
I did manage to slip off my swimwear briefly though for a quick flash whilst in the tub. It’s a good job the neighbours were away!