Held
I feel dysregulated a lot of the time. It’s not surprising, as I am managing sensory overload in my body almost constantly, and it can be exhausting. Right now I am trying to write this while my pain is turned up to the high setting, and I am finding it very difficult to think straight.
One of the few things that helps me is physical touch and connection. There is something magical about skin to skin in particular, and the sensation of being held that is great for calming the nervous system.
And yet you appear to be so flexible!
I like this brave image you posted (although I can’t imagine how you captured it).
The light reflection in squares at the bottom of the tub is an interesting touch. Kind of like a gathering storm or light being drawn to you.
I had to tie the camera to the overhead shower rail. Flexibility doesn’t exclude disability, unfortunately, though the truth is I am not at all flexible!
Beautiful image.
I’m sorry you’re having such a hard time. It seems so unfair.
These things rarely are. Thank you.
I also respond strongly to touch, especially when I’m out of sorts. You’ve done a wonderful job capturing your vulnerability in this shot. And that top angle is perfection.
Thank you! It can be hugely calming.
I know exactly what you mean, I need to feel touch in order to reconnect to myself as well as the person touching me. Unless I’m super stressed and hormonal, then my skin just hurts and I want to be left alone.
It can definitely help with connection, but timing is important too.
I don’t share your physical pain, but I do know touch works for me. Even if it’s clothed.
Great photo too.
Naked is better though! Thank you.
Fair point.