Colours

A couple of weeks ago, I passed my first twitter anniversary as mywildlens. It has been a wonderful, life-changing experience, and despite my continued disability I feel like a completely different person now to the one I was last year, without colour or life.
In part, I wanted to reconnect with my body, to learn to love it again despite everything it has been through since I caught covid in March 2020. Inevitably my body has changed – sitting or lying down for most of the time will do that to you, but as well as loving a growing body I have also had to learn to love a weak one; a body that won’t obey my instructions. The Twitter community, and Sinful Sunday in particular have really enabled me to find the beauty and joy in myself in a way that nothing else has in my 40 years on this planet.
I was in the process of deconstructing some old belief systems even before I became a part of this wonderful, sexy, kinky community. Being welcomed in has enabled me to figure out new ways to think, connected me with wonderful resources, and started me on the path to reconstructing a new world view. One of those new systems has been in my relationship with my partner, as well as my own sexuality.
Being sick has forced me to confront my needs, wants and desires as well as my past. It has highlighted everything I have missed by growing up with a set of rigid rules, and everything that I want to catch up on. And so the second reason that I joined in was to embrace the part of myself that wanted adventure. I have always had a wild heart. It was tamed at an early age. Caged, for the most part. I have been longing to break out for most of my life, and even though I am living with restrictions now that are out of my control, I am done being caged. I know now more than ever what it is to miss out, and I want to make the most of every opportunity I can.
It has been a complex process, and it has had to be a slow gentle one, but I am excited to be on the cusp of new adventures with new people, in whatever way might be possible. Perhaps I may even have things to add to KOTW one of these days.
I am hoping that I can come back to life, and into colour.


You look wonderful and sexy. Very sexy.
Thank you!
Yay! I’m happy you have had the same kind of experience as I did with finding and interacting with this community! Great way to show it in photography as well!
Isn’t it brilliant! I am so glad that you have experienced it too. Thank you!
Sorry you got covid but you still have gorgeous Boobs
What a wonderful shot of a very sexy body… And I agree with you, this community has changed a lot of perspective of mine as well for my body, in a very good way… all thanks to Molly for building this wonderful community and all the ppl who post and comment on this community…
Again I am really awestruck by your super sexy curves, they are irresistible…xxx
Thank you! It is so powerful, isn’t it. I am delighted to be a part of it.
It sure is, m proud too
What a wonderful picture. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, words and images over the last year.
Twitter can do such wonderful things for our self confidence. I’m so pleased that you are finding you place and you again.
Also love that image in both colour/black and white. It’s beautiful.
Missy x
Thank you! It has been so lovely to have something good, and to feel good too.
You are so fully sensual and in full technicolour. I’m so glad that you are starting to live more fully and boldly in the space that the world has for you. I’m thrilled every time the shape of my space in the world bumps and joins yours.
As am I lovely. As am I.
Thank you.
I’m very glad that you’ve got such positivity out of something that started on Twitter. Social media and the effects it has on users has – rightly – come in for a lot of scrutiny and criticism of late, and it’s very uplifting to hear that such good has come of it, as to help you find the colour version of you again.
Thank you
It’s so difficult isn’t it, we’re supposed to be a body positive bunch but we aren’t very positive about our own and the changes it goes through! Community is a wonderful thing though, it’s there to support and to lean on when we need to.
Thank you and yes. I am grateful for it!
This is a wonderful piece (and pic) and we’re so glad you’re here and discovering new things…
Thank you lovely!
I like the shape of your body and lovely boobs. So hot!
Thank you
You have a very beautiful aura